the raine

2006-02-10T08:20:00.000-08:00

tis ees der first tym tat im bloggin twice in a dae. n it`s lyke i normali blog bout once a wk. but der reason y i blogged so much todae ees bcuz. todae ees a veri touchin dae. its veri meaningful to me. der first post was bout GOD. which ees of cuz veri touchin. n der next post.. ees bout der certain sumone in my life. as im shy.. im goin to sae his name once onli kaes. n he`s seryang(: goh seryang(: i feel veri blessed tat my bf ees not anibodeh else but him.
its lyke.. i called him soon after i published der earlier post. n i was so sad n disturbed by der fact tat everiting`s turnin grey. n dere`s no more ryte n wrong.
at first he did not answer my call. n i was lyke... cryin. cuz i wanted to tok to sumbodeh veri much. i nided sumone to listen to my problems. n i wanted him to b tat sumone.
so i laid on bed n was tynkin bout der world bcumin grey. den he suddenly called me. he first apologised fer not pickin up der call. he shld haf thirty sumting missed calls. den he noticed i was quiet. so he ask.. "wads wrong"

n i juz asked him.
"if sumdae nobody wants me animore,wil eeu stil wan me? if sumdae nobody lurfs me animore,wil eeu stil lurf me? if sumdae der world turns grey..wil eeu stil stay by my side.."

n his reply touched me completely.

"if nobody wans eeu,i wil tek eeu in my arms.
if nobody lurfs eeu,i wil b der one who lurfs eeu.
if der colours start to fade,i wil paint dem again.
if eeu r scared,i wil hold eeu tite.
if eeu cry,i'l wipe awae ur tears.
if eeu r too tired to carry on walkin,i'l carry eeu.
i lurf eeu."

n i was lyke so touched. i nvr knew sumbodeh cld care fer me so much. n i knew it was true. everiting came frm der bottom of his hart. it makes me feel so secured.
n den he saed.

"do eeu stil rmb our lurf written in der stars? our promise? i wil kip to tat promise ferever. i wil not let anione hurt eeu. eeu noe why? bcuz im sure i wil lurf eeu ferever. der onli person i wan to grow old wif ees eeu."

todae. ees our first yr.
it juz reminds me of how amazin tis guy was. n how much he meant to me.

i lurf der wae he lurfs me and der wae he makes me see.. tat we were meant to b.

n on our first yr.. i uz wan to dedicate him sumting on tis post.
tat ees..
get ready fer sum mushy stuff.

*if eeu live to b a hundred yrs old,i wan to b a hundred yrs minus one dae,
so i wil nvr haf to live a dae without eeu.*

we wil walk thru life togeder,handinhand.
tats how much i lurf eeu~

HAPPY VALENTINE`S.
LOVE IS IN DER AIR(:

2006-02-10T06:13:00.000-08:00

EXCUSE ME. im backk. i guess no one noes. wel,im gonna make everione noe.
common tests cumin eeu noe. so haf to lyke refrain frm com. bsides i haf com headache syndrome.
actuali todae wanted to blog bout nuthin else but GOD.
cuz its lyke. had a tok wif a matured christian. toked to him wif amelia. den its lyke he reali points up a lot of GOD STUFF to us. kaes lahhs. its a tcher. xD
its lyke.. i asked him wad wld happen in a relationshp between a christian n non`christian. he juz saes sumting tat totally amazed me. GOD HAS A PLAN FER EEU. HE SAVES DER RYTE ONE FER EEU IN TYM TO CUM. wow. PRAISETHELORD. how enlightenin.n i was lyke. im glad certain sumone ees a devoted CHRISTIAN.
den its lyke. he toked bout der world bcumin grey. n i totally agreed on it. im not pointin at anione here cuz everione`s nicee to me. but im pointin it to sumone at der end of der post. WATCH OUT. its lyke he saed in tis world when tings r grey,we shld strive even more to c der black n white areas. he told me tat when everibodeh`s failin to c wads in front of dem,we shld tek up der bible,listen to GOD. HE WILL SHOW US THE WAY.
indeed dere r many grey areas in modern day world. but GOD WILL PULL ME THRU. N I BLIF HE WIL PULL AL DER OTHERS WHO FOLLOW HIM THRU TOO.
den he toked bout us helpin one anoder n encouragin each oder. i tynk tat der world`s mainly nice. but eeu cant afford to b nice to everibodeh.
n now`s when im goin to point at sumbodeh.
ppl who r bein backstabbed do not tok bout it. ppl who r backstabbin harp bout it. n if eeu choose to tok bout it in front of so many ppl. it onli goes to prove sumting,eeu r der backstabber. EEU NOE WHO EEU R. if eeu wan power,tek it. nobodeh`s goin to compete wif eeu. nobodeh wans to.
i guess im abit rude. but im angry.tat`s a fact. n i cant tek it down. nid to sae it out sumwher. its not as if eeu go ard tellin ppl bout stuff n dey blif it den eeu tynk OH WOW. i tynk tat onli shows tat eeu r tryin too hard.dun gif me tat dao attitude when i try to tok to eeu. its a fact tat i tried to tok to eeu. eeu dun appreciate it. since eeu lyke gifin me tat dao expression so much,go ahead. im not goin to care.look,im not exactly veri happy bout tis.eeu can do wad eeu wan. eeu can rise up in position. but i tynk eeu r fake.

GOSHGOSHGOSH. sorry ppl. i dun lyke tat red part a little bit at al. but suppressin it too long eesnt gudd. sorry.

n OH MY. VALENTINE`S CUMIN. WOWWOWWEE.(:

2006-01-28T00:24:00.000-08:00

AIYAIYAI.
ytd was nice tho i onli blogged it todae(: im slow,as eeu c. XD
ytd.. hmm.. was nice n not nice.. but quite nice. OHDEAR,wad m i tokin bout.
i den realised im a farnee gerl.
i pon sku but i stil wore sku u to town. CRAZY. was quite farnn xcept tat newtown guys part. saw mani nh ppl. n can eeu blif it. i saw WEIJIAN N WEICONG in town. nobodeh seemed to recognise dem. oh wells,im too observant. at least tat`s wad emy alwaes saes bout me.
went town n saw many many nhppl. din reali go sae hi. cuz al of dem arent veri close wif me. iIM SHY. n AWWW. i din buy aniting. but amel din buy aniting too. it was yayi who spent hundred over. n emy.. i forgotton.
din tek neos. cuz of sum special reason. n oso bcuz veri crowded.
receivedd calls frm arh`jo n kristyn.
arh`jo called me to tel me bout she spottin certain sumone. n askedd me wher i m. she muz haf had a great tym wif claire.but din c her thruout.
den kristyn called to ask me wher i saw der superstars. she din c dem. n she tot i was bluffin her. ITS TRUE. i reali saw dem. can ask amel n emy(:
den we saw cheryl dearie n joy. we were chasin after der superstars den emy bumped into cheryl n practicali pulled her bra down. OHGOSH. n dear cheryl went screamin WO DE BRA!!!! how embarrasedd can one get. xD. emy was too excited.
n emy was shoutin DERRICK N WEIJIAN!! den im lyke.. psst. derrick n weijian r der same person. its weijian n weichong. XD. n amel was walkin bhind slowly. she`s not interested. im not interested too. i dun watch superstars alot. but i juz wanted to prove to emy tat i reali saw dem(:
n oso.. i dropped my pendant. it was my sis`s. she wld kill me. so i as busily lookin fer it n AMEL FOUND IT. n eeu noe wad. I KISSED HER ON DER STREETS. i din noe if anibodeh else saw. but i was so happy tat i juz pecked her cheeks. she was shocked n so was emy. but it was farn. amel has nice cheeks(: amel ees chio. amel rawks. i lurf amel.

yayi bought quiksilver shirt fer her bf. n bits n pieces ring fer valentines. n OOHMYGOSH. yayi ees SEXY. i cld haf drooled. she was wearin a plunge-down cat sleeve top. n it reali plunged. she has beeg *TOOT*s. cheryl wil faint if she saw. n she wore hipster jeans. n dey r reali hipster. TRUST ME. sum gerl even tapped her n told her to pull up her jeans cuz dey were slippin down. she has nice *TOOT*s too. if i was her bf,i wld haf gone GOOGOOGAGA. on der other hand,amel,emy n me were in sku u(: emy din get a chance to show off her shoes(: but she showed dem off to me alady. DEY R NICE. xuan has a pair too n she kips changin der colour. oh yeah.. tokin bout xuan. she met us after sku. but she din go town. she wanted to do DA SHAO CHU. how sweet she ees(:
so.. it was quite farn. n i met up wif certain sumone after i left der gerls.
was tekin train bac to clementi when der train got sum problem n stopped at yishun.
blif me ppl,i haf nvr been to yishun.
so went north point to shop.took neo n ate burger king. i had a cravin fer beef. mayb due to wad emy told me XD. den went home.
it was cold n tat certain sumone put his shirt on me. *kiss fer tat*.. i told der auntie(: i haf a wonderful guy juz ryte bside me..(: but wads even wonderful ees der guy up dere(:
GOD.
i feel so blessed to haf christian frens ard me.. so dey wil catch me n pull me back whenever i wanted to backslide. thanxs to deir pullin.. i got bac on der ryte track. went to deir bloggs ealier . GOD HAS MADE SUCH DIFFERENCES IN THEIR LIFES. bless dem(:
n wan to comment on jj.
dear jj,altho eeu r sorta new christian. but its amazing how well ur relationship ees wif GOD. kip up der gudd work alryte(:
n oso dear jo.
do eeu noe ur post on der.. wad
a simple i lurf eeu frm above was wad made my tear dropped.
tat touched me so much.. i cried too. GOD LURFS HIS CHILDREN VERI MUCH INDEED. jo,God lurfs eeu alot. how blessed eeu r(:
it dawned on me.. tat i can get back to GOD. i rmb sarah tellin me bout DRY PERIODS. i dun exactly noe wad it means. but i tynk it meant not communicatin wif God? i dno XD.
but.. i noe GOD lurfs me. n if i wan to get back to God,i haf to do it myself. mayb a little support frm my frens? *^^*

cny cumin so i used red.

2006-01-26T18:07:00.000-08:00

AIYAIYAI.
omg. ytd was a nice nice dae. ees todae gonna b nice too? i dno.
got many tings to tok bout.,

`BAND.
mich,im so sorry fer not cumin band kaes.. if eeu do cum to my blog. hope eeu wil accept der apology. had a long tok wif eeu ytd. n.. i noe its difficult fer eeu too. but glad tat eeu`ve been so strong. cuz GOD LIVES IN EEU. so.. go der xtra mile to get perc united again yep? i blif tat eeu can. dun gif up. c.. eeu haf alady toked me into goin back band. i blif eeu can do der same to der oders too. eeu did great. (:
but. now.. im startin to worry. BEN!! omg. tat brat. hope he doesnt recognise me. n i miss band peeps a lot. but dey dun seem to miss me. =( xcept amelia n josie. aww.. i feel so unloved.
so ppl noe wad to do on feb25th yeah? *grins.

`YTD.
heeha i SIMPLY LURF YTD. erms. i sae tat particular gerl. sorry tat i din sae hi,alryte. IM SHY. i'l sae it der next tym i c eeu(: den... went to contact lens shop. went to bubble tea shop. i kip tokin wif der auntie. den she sae men cannot b trusted. I DUN TYNK SO. cuz i haf a wonderful man bside me.(: den me n emy were SUPER HIGH YTD. we kept luffin. regardless of wad. we went shoppin. n MYDEAR,she bought alot of tings. n she bought sumting fer me too(: i din xpect tat. serious. THANKEEU. den we went s&k n we bought der same tings. wun tel eeu wad. SURPRISE. den we went beeg bksp. laughin over sum fengshui n detox tinggy. den we went k`shoppin. luffin over der clothes. OHDEAR. my jaw cld haf broke.
one veri farnee ting ees tat.. emy bought green apple ice blended. den she drink a few mouthfuls. den she put it on top of a bin. den she walk walk to buy anoder bubble tea. den she sae she full so she wanted to throw. when we went back to der bin. der ice blended was gone so i shouted SUMBODEH STOLE UR BUBBLE TEA. den she start luffin,.chokin n spittin out pearls. n SHE WIPED DEM ON ME. HOW GROSS CAN SUMBODEH GET.aniwaes,emy ees a nicee person(:
n todae in sku. i was RED, frm laughin too much. wendy,amber,jessie n ruth kept imitatin me n a certain sumone. holdin hands n callin dahlink n honey. AIYAIYAI.
den cheryl oso. she went to poke sumwher tat she wasnt supposed to touch n went SO BEEG. im lyke EMBARRASED. hers eesnt small either. xD.

now tings r goin on smoothly.. n i hope tat everiting wil b fine frm now on.

//JO,
sorry bout goin out tingy. hope eeu haf a great tym wif claire(:

//JEMIMAH.
ees tat how to spell ur name?? im an IT BOBO.

n tokin bout al tis.. i wan to tok bout sumting else too..
`GOD.
i hadnt been tokin to God fer a long tym... after i went jo,sarah,emy n jj`s blog.. i suddenly felt veri guilty. God toked to dem.. God wanted to tok to me too.. but i din let Him.. i din let Him at all... God lurfs everi single child of His... He lurfs me.. but.. i din lurf him back der same way. al der while,.. i was busy wif work.. busy wif frens. n i din tok to Him.. i din let Him into my heart.. He wanted to noe how i was doin.. He wanted to tok to me.. but i juz shut der door in front of Him.. refusin to let Him in.. how cld i.. i alwaes tot i was alone.. tat God din lurf me animore.. tat i wasnt fit to tok to God animore.. but God had alwaes been bside me.... im so sorry.....

2006-01-19T05:37:00.000-08:00

HEEHA!! xD
do pepps miss me? keke,todae ees a thurs. how`s band? waitin fer amel,josie n angella etc to tel me bout deir day in band(:
AIYAIYAI. juz wanna tel der band ppl tat i miss dem loadds. n i miss basey. i miss al der instrus. i miss tantan. but so sorry tat me n gen did not turn up... i wonder if i wil b ever turnin up.....

miao ees alwaes not in band. bsides,so many oder ppl r CCA-less. i nvr regretted joinin band.. but,tings do change. i haf not only mentioned it once tho. it`s der problem of who n not why.
"chant n jubilo", "prisoner of rings" r nice songs... i stil rmb der first instrument i played-bells. in quiet moments. tat was der happiest tym ever. no rivalry,no stress,no unhappiness,no aniting.......

apologies to junior benedict.im sorry tat eeu haf such an irresponsible senior. n tat eeu dun c me in band. JIAYOUS!JUNIOR. get a gold wif honours fer me,yep?

tho i spent a solid two yrs in band,went thru so much stuff. der r many tings i haf not done: drumset,crash,cymbals,clean der insrtuments...

two yrs ago,on tis dae, i lurfed band. two yrs later,on tis dae,i cannot say der same........

2006-01-15T04:29:00.000-08:00

it's been so long since i blogged. I think dere's sumthing rong wif my brain. I get headaches when i look at der com. WEIRD (:

//particular ferl
ees tat really eeu?

sku has been reasonably gudd tese days but i din go sku on fri. ta-da. headache again. mus b missin out loadds of work.havben even coleect eng & chem bks.cham liao.

//ode san
KAK KAK ! AW !, I MISS EEU. DID YOU C WAD STATE OUR INSTRUSR? XD

band.band and band. perc only got one junior tis yr.benedict soh.tat brat.7452.known him fer 4 yrs le.now he cumin into NHSB mus c him fer at least 2 more years. GOD BLESS>
i dun lyke band anymore.
HMPH
dere's only snare drum n bass drum to choose frm in both songs.
ARGH. i cant handle drums at all !!!

wad-the-gong ! how can dey do tis to me n gen. drums r horrible n mallots r terrible. I shld juz stick to der triangle (: n oh-my-chimes. i haf nvr touched drums bfer.so i guess its nono fer me =(

2006-01-04T04:37:00.000-08:00

HEYHEYS(:
4thjan'o6

we had MATHS LESSON.
der rules tat der tcher set r real scary.. hope tat i dun break ani rule! hope jojo can cope bahhs. haha..den oso start to worry bout AEmaths. my maths has been alwaes poor. sumbodeh tutor me can? REALI REALI hope i can understand der sub!!

den we had BIO lesson.
spent a great deal of tym changin seats. but mrs ng nvr change me!! im sittin bside amelia n ruth. den in front of me ees joy. n bside her ees cheryl? bhind ees hongling? diagonal ees yuhui. i hope i get der names ryte XD.

and we had HISTORY lesson.
went to 3o2. can nvr imagine how scary it was. din noe many ppl. juz shook hands wif liting n b frens(: den i tynk der whole class ees quite nice. only tat quite sadden by tis particular gerl n gang. oso dun wan sae who bahhs... i pass by her.. den dey gif me dose dao xpression... mayb dere ees real misunderstandin bahhs... juz hope tat can get along wif dem. cuz.... it boders me abit. GOD BLESS.

den we had MALAY.
veri veri farnee.

n made sum new frens. cant spell deir name.
got ellise,melissa who r in der same code as me(:
den.. stefanie n sheryl. noticeboard tingy(:
n tokedd to yanbin,amber n ruth.
dey r quite nice(: but sorry if i get ur names wrong..

n we had BANDBANDBAND.
i missed. slacked ard wif famers.gen.sasa n juniors(: had so much farn tat i cld not stop luffin. but i guess we were quite noisy XD.

den had sum presents todae.
a flower frm VSband ppl.
but it was badaly squashed by farmers.
n oso sum gummies n sweets in a cute little stocking by him.

I AM HAPPY((:

-ena

2006-01-03T03:16:00.000-08:00

AIYAIYAI. i dun lyke YELLOW. xd.
keke... HELO EVERIONE. TAG MORE. I LURF C'IN UR TAGS(:
`junjie. i dun understand wad cum bac means. ees it eeu tag wrong board?
`jingru. of cuz got ur name. lurf eeu so much nehs.
`shu xian arh. miss eeu. catch up sumday yep.
`angella. EEU R SO CRAZY BOUT BAND.
`sheryl. tat was a NICE tag.
`bina. muz noe eeu more!!
`mich. eeu finali found my blogg. keke.(:
`tingmin. SORRY. lynk again. i wil tek care of kristyn. XD.
`sarah. touched by wad eeu saed. but it's too hard fer me.
`sumbodeh. christmas ees no fun without eeu. (:ilu.
`leihoi. BOO HOO. I MISS EEU.

din blog fer quite sumtym den c many tags. lurf it. ppl r nice to me. so i'l b extra extra nice to dem too kaes(:

first day of sku'3rdjano6
I DUN WAN GO SKU.
cant wake up. lol. but saw many frens(: nice.
der rapport buildin games quite NICE huh.. der balloons hurt. XD. but it was fun. den sumguy fainted.. he looked reali unwell.. scared me. ZHU NI ZAO RI KANG FU!! GET WELL SOON.
den went down fer lunch. me.amel.emy.n kristyn.
den we sae SARAH N XUAN. xuan so SHUAI!! keke..
den afta sku we went ginza. went eat lunch. wasnt fun. cuz we spent bout half an hour.. walkin ard n cumin in n out of shops n dcidin wad to eat. al xuan`s fault. DUN EAT PRAWNS. den kristyn`s fault. DUN EAT VEGGIES. den emy`s fault. TOO MUCH MONEY. den my fault. cuz i left hander.. den amel cant get her food. SORRY AMEL.
den we went central. it was a LONG LONG walk.
collected sum fotos.(: den took bus wif xuan home. we saw amel in her bus too. DESTINY. FATE. WOW.

first dae of sku wasnt bad. but din make ani new frens tho. AWWW. im too shy XD. start to miss EVERIBODEH CLOSE TO ME.
2o5 frens..
saw lifeng cut her hair. SO CHIO. den saw xuan buy new uni n cut hair. n new specs. SO CHIO. den saw ivy chasin rosie. HAHA. miss al of eeu. n HAPPY BURFDAE LIJIE!!
den ppl in band.. i saw liqiang n junjie in long pants.. ahaha. keke. not bad. hope band starts soon.
hope tat everibodeh ard me can adapt to deir new classes n haf a lovely yr ahead of dem(:
n as fer der change in seatin arrangement.. i quite scared.. scared no frens sit ard me.. AIYAIYAI. but amel n emy sae lyke tat can concentrate more on studies.. *><* nvm.
GOD HAS A PLAN FER ME. jiayous bah(:

-ena

2005-12-24T05:35:00.000-08:00

HEYHEYS!! so longg since i blogged.. miss me?
actuali.. i wanted to stop bloggin until christmas eve derhhs.. so let eeu al miss me more(:
afta christmas it`l b new yr soon. 2oo6 soundds nice.. but muz now OFFICIALLY make an endin to der past yr-2oo5.

i wld lyke to start by thankin many ppl(: fer al dey did tis yr(:
i wan to thanx..AMEL.JOSIE.KRISTYN.ENNA.GEN.
dese ppl haf stood by my side no matter wad.. n i findd it so easy to confide in dem n listen to deir advice.. got real close to AMEL tis yr n got to noe her beta.. she`s nicee n rawkkin in my world. been thru thin n thick n she`s no doubt der person i wld go to share my probs wif. hope eeu wil continue sharin ur probs wif me(: nuthin`s too beeg fer us,yeah? XD. as fer JOSIE. my new fren tis yr.. alwaes haf bubble tea tokks wif her.. n great budds stick togeder(: tho not in same class fer der past two yrs n next two yrs XD but i reali treasure hafin eeu ard me.(: den KRISTYN. krsityn ees reali reali important in my life. al my past two yrs has been spent lurfin her n i wld lyke to continue doin tat fer der next two yrs(: juz dun get too INTO der superstars. XD den ENNA. my ban ge jie mei.. oso haf bubble tea tokks wif her. she can alwaes understand my probs even without me tellin her.AWWW..so sweet(: n GEN. lets sae.. if she`s not in percussion. i wil definitely not stay in perc too XD.

n den. wan to thanx dose in cellgroup!!
a beeg beeg thankeeu to al of eeu fer bringin me closer to God(:
es.SARAH.
sarah,eeu r etched in my mind fer tis particular incident. rmb der tym when i had a headache n eeu actuali walkedd me home? ryte to my door. i reali reali thanx God fer puttin eeu by my side. eeu r a true blue fren.(:

hmm.. n oso dose in class.
der old frens tat i got closer to durin tis yr.. IVY.TINGMIN.LEIHOI.JESLYN.LIFENG.LIXUAN.LIYA.XINXUAN N XIAOXING(:
thanx fer al. had wonderful WOOPY tym wib eeu al.(: kip in contact XD

whee. dose in BAND!
beeg hugs n kisses go to FARMER JESS N FARMER JOE. CES.
thanx fer makin perc so wonderful(: n farmers,pls continue to b farnee(:
den oso.. ANGELLA.BINA.SHARINE.DAPHNE.DACIA.
VIVIAN.WEITING .CHRISTINA.ZUHUI.XUEQI.JUNJIE.
JUNIORS.LYKE JANE.SALLY.JINGRU.MIAOPING N ALL.
got to noe eeu al tis yr. so hope we can understand each oder beta next yr!!

n.. ALL MY KORS.
JUSTIN.BRITE.YZ. N JIEHENG DIDI.
es yz korkor.. i haf too much to sae to eeu.....

den.. last but not least...him.. *blush.. seryang..*blush.
thankeeu fer tekin care of me al along. n.. i dun wan eeu out of my life(:

WHOOSH~finali al der thankin over.. ALL THANKS TO GOD.GIFIN ME SUCH A CHANCE TONOE ALL TESE WONDERFUL PPL. I LURF EEU ALL. N MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

I HOPE I DIN FERGET ANIONE(:
-ena

2005-11-18T07:33:00.000-08:00

i wld lyke to start by tokin bout WANGZIBIAN QINGWA!!
i criedd durin tis scene..

reali sadd.. tis story got two endins.. one ees yunxi n junhao die.. anoder one ees der one tat`s goin to b shown.. but hope happy endin bahhs(: qiao en ees so cute..

haix.. tynkkin bout tis.. i had a blood test todae(: hee.. quite pain.

hmm.. din attend bandd.. heyy.. to al dose who taggedd bout der perc stuff.. KUDOS.. but... as eeu al can c.. perc ees reali fallin..hope al goes well. ps... der VS tingg..(: wil blogg bout it soon.

tis was a prop in wangzibianqingwa.. hope tat it can oso bring gudd luckk to al who visits my blog(:

2005-11-18T07:01:00.000-08:00

reali veri long no post lerhhs!! wan to start postin by tokin bout my class chalet.. it has been a crashin success..KUDOS to lee lixuan..

#first dae.
i met lixuan,charmaine,jocelyn at c`wealth mrt station.. den dey kip askin me dun late.. den HOR. i was der first to reach(X.. den i saw xuan.. she reali veri farnee.. she bring de bag hor.. ees bout thrice as beeg as mine.. den she walk lyke auntie.. haha.. den afta tat we reach den we mit mr.chen.. den der fiddle bus cum.. den xuan veri farnee.. she n her auntie bag.. screamin n screamin n runnin to der bus.. den we HAO BU RONG YI reach chalet le.. der rm reali veri small..!! den wait until der rest of ppl cum.. haha.. den we hadd bbq.. reali farnn.. i was der onli one who ate der onli sweet potato!! hahaha... den we went bathe.. i first one to bathe.. den everibodeh bangin at der door. askin me to cum out.. cuz i tk 45mins? hee.. den tried to go slp.. but nvr slp.. a little bit(:.. i share blankie wif huiwen n lijie.. den we sort of kick huiwen off der bed... ((: oso.. joseph n kengyang dey hadd bowlin match.. kengyang won.. der two of dem so lihai lohhs.. out of ten dey can get 8 strikes.. WHOA.

#second dae.
hehe.. we went to watch sunset at 4plus.. farnee rytes.. 2o5 ppl tynks tat der sun rises at 4plus.haha.. but we din manage to c.. den we went mac at 7plus.. ate a lot.. den went back to chalet... der rest went cyclin.. but i nvr go.. haha.. n i muz make it clear anoder tym.. i can cycle.. its onli tat i bang into tree once so i stop cyclin(; no doubt. i can blade XD .. den play blackjack wib der gerls.
carissa n jocelyn make der best bankers!! n jocelyn rmb who owe her money.. our money ees chess piece.. one chess iece ees one million dollars $$. *ka-CHING. den i play wib der guess n i won!! hehe.. den afta tat.. din do much.. juz ate a lot of corn wib joeclyn,yuhui,jeslyn,aurora n sihui(: den der rest came bac.. i din reali slp tat nyte.. cuz I NID AIR CON. so i sneak into der air con rm wher der guys r slpin wib jeslyn. der guys can reali snore lohhs.. es.samuel. he rolls about a lot.. *xia dao wo*.. den calvin`s hair blockin my view.. deir snore lyke symphony.. n poor weimin got block nose.. kip standin up to achoo. hehe.. can sae tat i attended concert while slpin wib dem(:

#third dae.
last dae of chalet lerhhs... liya helped us to clean everiting.. she`s lyke a little maid(: cute.. den we went to eat breakfast.. i ate wib xinxuan.. . quite farnn.. den we went home on der mrt wib xuan draggin her bag(: she was der last one to reach mrt. den i tok wib tingmin n charmaine a lot on der mrt.. gonna miss dem a lot. SERIOUS(:

2o5 peeps,jiayous!!

2005-11-04T06:34:00.000-08:00

okies..!! amel has been complainin tat i dun update..!! keke.. so i shall do it.
`whees.. todae was a SUPER DUPER FARN bandd dae.. i missedd al my bandmates.. especiali afta my ponin on der first prac. now..i finali realisedd tat bandd ppl r reali nicece ppl. (: LURF ME FER TAT. keke.. todae was quite tirin.. cuz der practise was draggedd on n on. al thanx to dose farnie-beanie lookin principles. dey look lyke dey haf nvr seen a bandd bfer. OOPS (x

todae.. tantan was weird.. guessed he got too much stress. ((: but nvms..NAN HUA BAND PPL CAN MAKE IT. excitedd fer der vs tingyy..!! todae hadd lunch wibb josie. den met sasa,gen,dacia n daphne. den on der wae backk to sku,met jingLEru (: nicee junior.. but muz rmb to b early fer bandd pracs. dun tekk afta ur seniors. ((:
den afta tat went snoopin ardd central wib enna n josie. sheryl hadd to cut her fair-weathered hair. (wait til she c`s tis) we went shoppin ard n ard.. n we hadd gudd tokss.. bout wads PUBLIC n wads NOT. den we saw sum ppl.. i dno. but it`s lyke dey quite dao. admittedd tat im quite badd todae. (: cuz iim both angry n sadd.. readd on n eeu wil noe. (: den we went to tekk bus. saw amel.angella.sharine n junjie. (: angella,KUDOS to eeu fer der hardd wk todae(: n AMEL. fer playin wibb my hair(:
i ate white choco.IT`S REAL NICEE(:

kaes.. shall get on to der angry n sadd part.. (: i tynkk im quite moody todae.. i kipp tynkkin bout der past.. n foundd out tat so manyy tings haf startedd to change.. cant help feelin sadd bout it..

percussion.
der daes of cultural pot.SYF.. al der performances.. al der bandd prac.. al der farn... frm al of us.. it dwindledd onli to.. regular ponin n oder stuff.... eeu noe,winnin der best section awardd was reali nicee.. but tis yr.. i seriously doubt so. i reali miss der daes tat we usedd to haf lunch togeder n haf so muchh farnn larffin bout tinggs. den we wil haf sectionals togeder.. n we wil comment bout der food(: den how we go on encouragin each oder to work hardd n to jiayous fer performances.. seriously,i wld haf criedd der dae kak kak left. (kak kak refers to kakeru) its not lyke i haf a crush on himm.. but he juz taught us quite a lot of tinggs.. n.. yeps. tis vs tinggy.. sad to sae.. onli few of us r goin.. me.mich.jessica.yuxuan n sasa.. can eeu imagine... but we wil work hardd(:

well gerls..!! eventho we haven master drums,timpanee,gong,crash,mallots n der list goes on.. but we can do it..((: togeder wib der help of tantan..!! hope tat in der future.. can c der same unity tat usedd to exist..!!(:
JIAYOUSJIAYOUSJIAYOUS!!!

2o5.
sadd to sae tat i cant uploadd frm my fone..!! got so many pictures inside..!! hehhs. 2o5 ees a nicee class wib al der nicee gerls n mayb.. ehhem nicee gguyys.. ((: reali lookin ferwardd to der chalet..!! tho it`s not 100% full attendance but stil can mit up wib dem sum oder dae..!! ((: KUDOS to al of 2o5 members fer makin it such a memorable yr(:

so..((: time may fly..but frenship wil nvr run dry.

ps.I WAN JAY`S NEW ALBUM!!! *sobbs.

2005-10-29T03:47:00.000-07:00

I hope ppl lyke my new skin..!! keke.. KUDOS to me. (: tagg..!!

2005-10-26T06:44:00.000-07:00

heya..!! ii SERIOUSLY lurf bandd..!! n al der bandd peeps.
keke.. todae was farnn.. playedd CHEAT.UNO.SUM AEROPLANE GAME n drew cardds fer teachers.. i playedd der games wibb emy,sarah n amel. keke.. too badd xuan wasnt dere.. she hadd to go sum leadership camp stuff. den i drew der cardds wib aurora,kristyn n jeslyn. hadd so muchh farnn.. cuz der cardds were shity. OOPS. den we tokkedd bout chalet.. n dressin up. it`s real farn. (:
den afta tat. WHOOTS. bandd..!! amel was tokin to me bout special streamm tingy.. reali admire her.angella. n xuan. dey so cleva can go special. tat means i reali hab to workk hardd. angella bought potato salad. so kuul. hee.. den todae startin of bandd.. actuali i was quite sadd tho.. cuz it`s lyke onli me.sasa n der two monkey juniors n mich turnedd up. der farmers,gen n miao nvr cum.. as fer guopingg... yeps.
but it provedd to b fruitful. cuz tat was der FIRST TYM. listen carefulli. FIRST TYM tat i cld play der whole foxfire. wow. hee.. den kumar adventure.. i can play two solos out of three. beeg improvement. al thanks to tantan conductor. he veri badd. he sae i play wrong note. i playy correctly..!! eenie play correctly..!! muz b tantan jealous i improve lerhhs. ((: keke.. den hmm.. brought der tamb home to practise. i tot it was badd. but sasa brought bells home which ees worse off. der last tym anibodeh borrowedd bells was in 1995. n i was der FIRST person to borrow tamb. kuul. angella n amel.. eat ur harts out. (X I WAS DER FIRST. (X
den went bubble tea tokk wibb josie. yepps. den quite farnn thruout.
n oso todae hadd serious tokk wib mich. den it`s lye.. it finali dawnedd on me tat i reali hab to work hardd lerhhs.
serious.. tantan mentionedd bout everibodeh learnin der snare. n it`s lyke. i din reali noe tat gerls cld tekk drums but we haf to. when mich n joehan n jessica leaves. none of us wil b able to tek der drum. how r we goin to teach der juniors..? headache. n oso.. mich saes we haf to specialise in two instrus. i tynkk tat wae too. cuz it`s lyke. now,sasa ees playin mallots. den me n gen n miao alwaes play tamb n stuff. we r not specialisedd in aniting. n i alwaes goof up. tat`s yy tantan kips pickin on eenie. BADD.
i dun wan perc to fal. n im sure we can workk hardd..!! perhaps sumdae,i wil borrow der drumset home. muz cal fer truck.. $$..

-ilurfENA`+

2005-10-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

i muz post real fast.. gonna do sumting. ((:
keke.. todae was farnn.. ii took pictures wib aurora. (: she`s a real babe. OOPS. keke.. den was larffin thruout der whole dae.. cant imagine it`s gonna b end of sku soon. cant bear al der 205 pepps. cuz i reali heart dem a lot. den was tokin bout sub. com.. keke.. i blif tat God has planned a wae out fer me. so i nidd not worry. but muz jiayous fer next yr.
tml got bandd.. HIPHOORAY. cuz it`s farn. n i muz reali workk on my kumar adventure. cant play. hee.. den band peeps.. miss dem so muchie.. muz go bandd to c dem. (X
todae did der clay tingg.. mine was a gerl sittin on a swingg.. hehe.. den i made sum eggs fer lifeng.. i lurf her. hee.. den hadd maths tuition.. der farn part was afta maths tuition.. me n xuan were luffin our headds off. cuz it`s reali too.EXTREME.
i mean it`s lyke.. eeu dun haf to jump to c sumbodeh. AMEL WIL KIL ME FER TIS. (X.. hee.. but it`s reali farnn.. n we ate puffs afta tat.. den oso veri farnee.. when me n xuan boarded der bus.. den we were tokin n tokin.. den we found out tat we were sittin near to der exit. den amel was standin dere waitin fer her bus. so farnee.. hee.
so tat`s bout al. blogg bout sum oder dae.
wil b changin my blogg soon bahhs. (: keke..
n oso tekk care peeps. n b blessed`. (:
ENAhartsALOFEEU.
blessins fer class chalet too. ((: (xuan wil lurf me)

-e n aa

2005-10-20T08:17:00.000-07:00

wantedd to blogg.. but mayb tml. ((:' hope i stil rmb wad i wantedd to sae.. cuz im gonna switch off com le.. go tokk wib justin kjorkor..!! m,iss me.
-ilurfENA`*
ps xuan. ena stil harts eeu.

2005-10-19T06:49:00.000-07:00

keke.. im sories fer my last post.. iim normali not lyke tat derhhs. ena ees a nicee gerl.. ((: its when i cant tekk al dose tinggs sumone saes animore den i turn lyke tat.. quite sensitive tho.. (X hahhs.
wan to tokk bout last mon.. moderation dae. tat was quite a terrible day.. keke.. cuz of cute xuan.
she draggedd sickk ena to pasir ris to checkk der chalets.. den got charmaine.jocelyn.sihui.yukai n kengyangg... sihui.charmaine n jocelyn in charge of games.. so i went to xplore wib xuan yukai n kengyang.. quite farnn.. cuz we walkk to a lot of chalets.. i tynkk bout five. den xuan kip askin der guys to carry her bagg.. den she drinkk water she spit at yukai. poor yukai.. hen ke lian. keke.. den keng yang shan a shan.. den nvr spit until himm.
lookin so ferwardd to der chalet cuz reali plan a lot. hehhs. (: den we walk walk walk den i nidd to go toilet. (X. so dey hadd to findd toilet. tat was der onli place got air con one.. keke.. den yukai nidd to go malay class so left us.. den we frm 12.30 until 6 sumtingg den xuan slp so me n keng yangg tokk tokk. keke.. wil cin a shootin star make ur wishh cum true. tat`s y he askkedd me. i dno. serious. ((:
but it was reali farnn.but i gott bitten by a lot of mosquitoes.. wahh.. hehe..den xuan walkk a bit den cannot walkk.. nidd ppl carry her arhh.. dno how she survive cross country de.. *shakkes.

den hadd bandd todae.. WOO HOO. so farnn.. farnnie conductor kip stickin his tongue out to eenie. badd. den stil luff at eenie. how can lyke tat..? farnee conductor indeedd.. keke.. den yuxuan n ian so naughty. kip disturbin der bandd songg... naughty juniors.. ahaha... den todae my sista bought seventeen fer me. so nicee rytes..but tis prom issue not as nicee as der past rs derhhs.. ahaha.. keke.. den so it`s lyke. SEVENTEEN RAWKKS.
n al my frenns.. es angella.. AWW.. ena lurfs eeu.. keke.. todae stil eat der potato salad wib eeu nehhs,

so.. tat`s bout al. ai si wo. (X

-ilurfENA`*

2005-10-13T07:43:00.000-07:00

OKAY OKAY. EEU WIN. HAPPY..? I CANT WALK STRAIGHT ANIMORE. EMY I CANT C DER FUTURE EEU R TELLIN ME.IM SORRY BUT SHE`S REALI... EEU WIN EEU WIN. EVERITINGG EEU SAE CORRECT OKAY. CAN EEU STOP AL TESE PLS. IT`S REALI ENUFF.SAE WADEVA EEU WAN. IT`S NOT GONNA DO ANITING JUZ AFFECT ME MORE. N TO TYNKK I WAS SORRY FER TAT NASTY REPLY. STOP SENDIN UR EMAIL ALADY. I DUN WAN TO READD ANIMORE. I MEAN IT.

2005-10-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

I HAD A TIRIN DAY. ((:
BUT I ENJOYEDD IT.

keke.. hmms.. it`s been so longg since i last post.. n my blog seems so dead. (: n of cuz.. his hp spoil lerhhs.. den.. i so sadd.. *sobbs.. saw so many kidds todae.. well.. serena..? *tee hee* christian. i was quite amazedd at amel`s post.. cuz it`s too... cheem. but well written. (:
EOYS r finali over.. n TAT`S GREAT. seriously. i miss church. saw amel`s n emy`s blogg so GODLY. i wan my blogg to b GODLY too. ((: GOD EES ALWAES WIF ME

went out wib xuan.emy n amel todae. kristyn had to go chase her superstars. bad. she lurfs weijian more den me. *bleahhs. keke.. but nvm.. i lurf her as much.. hmm.. we went dere to accompany xuan buy bdae prezzie. den amel joined us afta she went to tekk her library bks. WE R SO NICE. we left two chicken fer her.. n she finishedd it. WOW. I LURF AMEL. (: den we went to shops to look ard.. went to billabongg.. der slippers r lyke. CHIO CHIO N CHIO. den we went to minitoons.. DER WINNIE INSIDE EES SO CHIO. but xuan insisted on piglet.. den afta tat emy hadd to leave.. so we saedd guddbye. (: den xuan draggedd us to more den worrds. IT WAS TERRIBLE. she touched al der soft toys dere n threw dem ard n WAS TRYIN to dcide which one to buy.. den i went hysteric.. i sat down on der floor n kip luffin. den der two of dem sae i siao so i got up n bang into dem wif my kungfu. HAHAHA.den xuan sae if we sit on der floor den der tinggs wil fall on us. DEN I WENT LUFFIN AGAIN N TRIED TO ROLL ARD. xuan ees reali farnee.too badd emy wasnt dere to c.
den we drankk bubble tea n xuan was tokkin bout results.. hmms.. juz wanna sae.. no matter wadd we noe we tried our best.. so CHEER UP KAES. EEU STIL GOT ME. (:

afta tat went home. he called. *giggle giggle giggle* okae. skip. emy tokked to me... quite hapi tat she can speak to me in such a GODLYKE manner. mayb i juz nidd tym to understandd tings. but I MEAN WAD I SAE. i dun mean to break ur hart.. EMY DEARR. but i cant fergif. sorry. eeu saw tat email... n i figuredd tat eeu wil noe how i feel.
im lyke amel`s post.. she confesses her feelins in such a cheem wae.. i hope i can do it too...

i dno wadd to sae.. but it` s lyke.. it`s enuff. n im not gonna do aniting else but SEE NO EVIL.TOUCH NO EVIL N SPEAK NO EVIL. i hope eeu al understandd tat wadd she saes ees reali hurtin.. n i dun use hurtful wordds against her.. im juz gonna walk straight.. into PAPA`S ARMS. n emyy.. ii noe eeu mean wad eeu sae. i`l try to accept tat.. thankkies. ((:

ps. WAR N BEAUTY EES REALI NICEE. (amel wil lurf me fer tis)

n oso.. wan to promote.. a MV tat i saw.. nan quan mama de xiao shi. der director ees JAY. GOSH. it`s reali nicee.. der songg ees nicee n der story ees sadd. (:
oso wan to sae tat i lurf XUAN cuz she saed she wil buy der winnie fer me. it`s der tot tat counts.. ahaha.. so.. thankies..!! (:

- ilurfENA `+

2005-09-30T09:17:00.000-07:00

this ees a fridae. ((:
ii was supposedd to wait fer amel to come.. but ii tynk she fell aslp instead. (: workkin too hardd fer der EOYS. poor gerl.. wonderin if xuan followed her time-table.. most probably she wld haf anoder quarrel wif her sister n sae byebye to der tym table. wonderin whether kristyn ees stil awake or aslp. tynkk she`s eatin her dinner. n him oso.. tynkk he fell aslp le bahhs. BOO. so mani ppl slpin.. nobodi fer me to pester lerhhs. =[
haix.. rushin fer der lit project. der poem tingy horrs.. ees drivin me nuts. it`s bad enuf tat i dun haf enuf tym to study. n now THIS. shuckks.. how m ii gonna write 25o wordds on a farnie lookin beanie author..? OOH. iim so badd to sae tat.. ii mean un unknown author. quite tough. but xuan finishedd it in a nyte. tynkk ii can do it too.

todae was fun.. showed.. hmms.. ii tynk.. jeslyn.xinxuan.kristyn.leihoi n amel sum pictures. n went luffin lyke madd. not my fault. keke.. but so paiseh. hee.den went to jec todae wib amel. bfer tat we were in sku waitin to print der past yr exam papers.. den der queue ees lyke. WHOA. n ryte bhind us.. ees liya`s brother. tokedd to him. foundd out tat he n liya r totally der same. nice brother n nice sister. (: den in der end.. we dcided not to wait. n askk der uncle to lend us der paper to bring out n fotocopy. den der uncle kip saein no. he kip saein wad.. *deng xia mei you dai hui lai. wo yao zen me dai ti* `cuse me. do we look lyke test-paper stealers..? den muz gib him our NRIC. den when me n amel left.. he was stil down dere mumblin wad.. *zen me ban. zen me ban*. cute uncle. (:

den we reach jec. we ate long john`s n it was farn. cuz we kept tokin bout der oil. GOSH. II NID A DIET. den we tokked bout stuff. dun worry amel,it wun affect me anymore. (: BRAVE ena not scaredd lerhhs. cuz oder ppl can c wad`s goin on n im not gonna care bout wad SEEMS ryte. but wad EES ryte. (: enarawkksfereva. XD

den we went to THIS FASHION. GOSH. n i showed amel der dress tat me n kristyn saw. she agreed tat it was CHIO. n to tis ii wld lyke to add. VERI CHIO. veri nicee lohhs. ii wan to buy!! buy wib kristyn n amel bahhs. (: den we went watson n tok bout serious stuff. AHAHA. tok bout SERIOUS STUFF OF PRODUCTS SOLD DERE. tho sum r quite censored. (X oops.
den amel sent me to der door. n we ppartedd cuz she nidd go tuition. SADD. everitym when we sae byebye.. it`s lyke so sadd. =_( cuz i can reali tokk wif her. n amel saes she lurfs me best too. (; cuz i lurf her. n we lurf xuan. (or else she wil start screamin) juz hope tat bandd faster start. *WO BU YAO GEN AMEL FEN KAI.* n angella too. gen. sasa. miao. ii miss dem loa`dds. not to ferget him. ((:

jiayous fer EOYS..!! ((:
=He who has ears,let him hear.=

- e n aa

2005-09-24T06:51:00.000-07:00

I AM BACKK..!! *tee hee*
keke.. aiyohh.. exams cumin nearer n nearer lerhhs.. zen me bann...!!! keke.. muz start to workk hard. n askk KRISTYN to stopp temptin me to go out. ((: hey KRISTYN.. eeu heardd tat..? hmmms... checkk my tagboardd lerhhs.. muz thankiies pepps out dere fer comfortin me. ((: n emy.tat was a veri long msg. (: tagg more often. xuan arhhs.. tekk note of ur spellin arhhs. (X n junjie..!! whoots. ii nvr xpected eeu to tagg. (: amel. I FINALI GOT MY NAME IN UR POST. ena <3 color="#9999ff">ANGELLA.

n boutt der stuff tat eeu al haf been comfortin me bout. ((: hmmms.. ii noe wadd to do bout it. keke.. sorry emy fer breakin der church promise.BUT I GOT SUMTING TO SAE. n to peeps out dere who readds my post. ((: iim normali not lyke tat. (: but onli if eeu make me angry. keke. ena ees veri veri nicee. (:

ii tynkk arhhs.. I WUN LET HER BRING ME DOWN. she can sae wadd she wans. furthermore.she`s alwaes saein bout oder ppl in her blogg n denyin. *oops. iim not supposedd to sin. (X BUT... BUT.. as enaa ees a nicee gerl. ((: ii juz wan to sae tat.. i m who i m n not who she makes me out to b. wadeva she saes.bsides.iim not goin to write her name. iim not tat badd. she shldd b guilty enuf to noe. it`s not goin to change me. ((: iim goin to b as nicee. keke. ii tynk my speech ees longg enuff le. muz move on to oder tinggys.

keke.. hadd so muchh farn last fri wibb emy n amel. amel got tuition.. or else can topkk more wibb her. ((; well. looks lyke she`s facin a prob. keke..hopefully by tokkin wib her can help her solve bahhs. haha. den we went into watson. n we saw sumtingg. mayb me n emy wil buy it sumtym later. keke. den muz ask KRISTYN alongg. oh yeah.. ii forgot to sae tat ii met angella n bina. der two of dem horrs.. down dere munchin deir sweets.
afta tat we went to library. wher we left emy alone n went to search fer bkks. den me n amel down dere tokk bout lotts of stuff. at least ii noe tat she`s by my side. (: she`s alwaes by my side. ((; not to ferget emy.. hmm.. dno whether shld b hapi or wadd.. but she cares bout me too. n iim sure she`s by my side oso. n KRISTYN who went to msia.. *boo hoo*.. nvr miss me.
den while we were searchin fer bks.. emy was happily lookin at her magazines.. n she wan to eavesdrop on der two guys bside her. badd. haha.. den afta tat we went home lerhhs. bought sum kindd of weird sweet. veri nicee derhhs. emy took one frm me. NAHHS. ii gave her to her willingly. CUZ iim nicee. ((:

n regardin der chalet tingg... juz wan to help xuan n jocelyn to jiayous... in succeeddin der MAGNIFICENT.MARVELLOUW.SUPER-MIGHTY. 2o5 chalet. AWWWW... ((:
n oso.. jemimah ees ku-t-ee.. so ku-t-ee tat iim jealous.. haha.. no lahhs. KIDDIN. ((:

n i miss church. AWWW... cells. n services.. n bs-es.. *soundds weird*.. hope tat cynthia cums to tagg sumdae.. keke.. kaes.. tis bout my post bahhs. ((: m iss me bahhs. (:

- e n aa

2005-09-22T06:37:00.000-07:00

ANGELLA. *tee hee*
keke..thankiies kaes.. ii dun reali noe eeu well bahhs.. but eeu r so nicee.. ((: rawkk on kaes.. n DISRUPT life in bandd.. haha... best luckk to eeu n edwardd too. AWWWW... (x

AMEL *giggle*
thankiies too.. but heyy.. even tho eeu haf been taggin but eeu haf not been updatin ur own blogg.. ii miss HAFIN MY NAME IN UR POSTS. (x.. amel su-en *keke* I DUN CARE...!! ii wan my name in ur next post. sae sumtingg nicee bout me. ((: n ii`l lurb eeu fer tat.

keke.. so tis ees anoder dae..!! der dae ii had my oral. OH GOSH. it sarkkedd... ii had an ulcer n ii hadd to mumble my wae thru.. haha.. den quite farnie durin der conversation part.. der tcher kip lurffin at me. ii tynkk tat spells badd. den she promptedd me so much fer der picture tingy.. OH WELL. ii can reali crap alot bout two indian guyys. (x
den WADS WORSE ees aaron n jiehengg kip disturbin me. so badd. ii muz blame dem fer causin me to lose markks. den ii met liqiang on der wae down.. confirmedd der picture wib himm.. so it`s bout construction work. ii tot it was bout a fire. but ii tokkedd bout construction workk too. GODBLESS.

den went to west mall wib ivy. yien. huiwen. lijie. n KRISTYN. ohmy.. ii hart her loa`dds.. den me n ivy veri farnie.. we were on der wae to LOT1.. den after tat we dcided to go WESTMALL. den me n ivy were shoutin to get off der train. den der rest of dem toldd us tat it`s der same train. so PAISEH lohhs.. but we din reali stae fer longg.. cuz lijie n huiwen shop finishh le.. den der BURFDAE GERL yien wantedd to go home too.. den endd up me.kristyn n ivy.
den dey fite. kristyn threw fries. den landed on tis guy`s legg.. so farnie. den we kip bumpin into himm later on. can onli sae sorry bahhs.
afta tat went to tekk 1o6. saw BELOVEDD miaoo. ((: miss her so muchh. II DEMANDD FER BANDD..!! (angela n amelia wil lurf tis) den went backk home lerhhs. ((:

haiya.. suddenly miss ENNA n JOSIE so muchh.. longg tym since ii tokk to dem lerhhs.. oh yeah n ii miss XUAN`s loudd voice too. ((:

it`s nicee to noe tat ii lurf al my frens. not gonna tek ani more crap frm sumbody else. if eeu wan badmouth sumbodi, admit it. not in ur blog. but straight in tat person`s face.(X

- e n aa

2005-09-20T07:48:00.000-07:00

dere was so many tinggs ii wantedd to post todae... but sumtingg juz happenedd... n it struckk me reali hardd... ii cant tynkk of aniting else to blogg bout.. al dose stuff tat ii wantedd to sae................gone........................ i dno wad to sae animore...... ii dun even noe if ii care animore..... dun wish to tynkk bout it lerhhs.. but it juz kips poppin out. y cant eeu al juz spare a tot fer me...........................m i xpectin too much.... tel me how not to.................i finali knew.............

=sOrRy. IcAnt b pErFeCt.=

-e n aa

2005-09-16T09:28:00.000-07:00

heya...!! keke.. reali SO LONGG nvr psot le.. n thus.. todae afta tis lantern tinggy.. iim gonna post..!! WOO HOO. keke... todae so sway.. kena scoldedd by der customers until cry.. keke.. but most kelian ees tingmin cry even harder den me.. tingmin cheers kaes.. ena harts eeu fereva.. dun cry.. ((:

tese customers quite badd lehhs.. we work so hardd frm buyin der stuff to wrappin der stuff til promotin der stuff n sellin der stuff den stil muz let dem scoldd.. but it`s oso our fault bahhs.. cuz dere ees miscommunication between der guyys n gerlls. guys n gerls in 2o5 dun tokk.. tat`s y when one customer sae she`l b backk.. den we dno. so we go sel her stuff.. den when she cum backk.. nagnagnag lohhs.. sway.
but wadds farnn ees tat we were al so HIGH N SPASTIC over superstar.. keke.. singin along n dancin.. rali veri farn. gibb thumbs-up. ii enjoyedd myself so muchhie todae lohhs.. n ii even snatch der poster awae frm chenxin.. keke.. stoopid guy.. keke... one poster onli... keke.. gibb to me mahhs.

den it`s lyke.. ii reali reali lurff my class now. n ii cant bear to leave dem. 2o5 rawkks so much. ii lurbb al of eeu.
charmaine.. huiwen... cari.. lijie.. amel... emy.. xuan.. lifeng.. KRISTYN.. tingmin.. ivy...I LURB AL OF EEU... ((: we wil alwaes b frens. ((:

keke.. another tingg ees went shoppin wib kristyn der past few daes.. FINALI bought sumting in THIS FASHION. quite nicee lahhs.. haha.. hope tat we can go out more often.. keke wib oder 2o5 peeps too.. muz reali treasure der tym left together lerhhs... WE WIL RAWKK ON TOGETHER.. *gosh.. ii soundd so mushy. (X

ps.. had a gudd tokk todae.. n cleared everiting in my mindd.. juz wan to sae.. ii dun care wad eeu tynkk or wad eeu mite sae.. but ii noe who my true frens r.. n if eeu r not. pls go awae. ii dun nidd eeu. CHEERS. ((:

___ iim a nicee gerl. REALI. (X ___

JESUS-HARTS-ME.
- e n aa

2005-09-05T08:41:00.000-07:00

aloha...!!
heyys..nuthin muchh to post todae nehhs.. onli bout sumtingg farnee bahhs... keke... todae went to c doc.. den afta tat went to help my mama do grocery... on der wae hm.. sae HIM`... keke.. wibb flowers n cardd.... ii tynkk tat`s pretty cute.. *blushes... n it`s lyke.. it frightened my mama.. ii dno if tat`s countedd as a gudd tingg.. n it humouredd my sista who kept lookin at der flowers... (x

anoder tingg ees tat me n my sis r lyke playin neopets... `WAHEHE... cuz she hadd nuthin to do.. n my mamam insistedd tat ii kip her company.. n neopets ees der onli tingg ii can tynkk of fer an eite yr old lyke her... *grins..

plus... i haf suchh an URGE to buyy clothes...!! ahh.. it`s been so longg since ii bought clothes... n tese few daes i kept browsin thru seventeen... it`s lyke I NIDD CLOTHES DESPERATELY.. (X..

keke.. so tat`s bout al fer todae.. n..

wan to sae sumting.. ALANKUOYOULUN rawkks... cuz he sangg der theme songg fer GODMARS... which oso rawkks... wibb der RAWKKY VICZHOU N BARBIEHSU.... *faints.. keke...

ALANKUO..!! WOTINGNI.

-e n aa.
//*off to play neopets.. keke

2005-09-04T08:21:00.000-07:00

heya...!!
-whee.. it`s been so longg since ii lastt bloggedd. n my blogg seemedd so dead. keke... yarhhs... hols cum liaoos... so can enjoy liao lohhs... feel so much lyke buyin loa`dds n loa`dds of clothes but got lotza tym but no money. hehe. SAD. saw so many clothes on mags den everitym go town oso c so many clothes... but al so X lohhs.. *gui dao yao si*... no money buy.. *sobbs.
ii wan go KBOX lehhs.. tat tym kristyn`s bdae den me.charmaine.huiwen.lijie.tingmin n yien al go sing K.. haha.. den so farnee.. we kip scoldin der ppl dere cuz dey veri slow lohhs... n tat stoopid mike system tingy kips breakin down... den al plus up.. seventy sumting nehhs... but stil okae lehhs.. haha.. tho it sounds beeg.. but divide by us.. den one person pay ten plus only.. (x
den we go THIS FASHION. tel eeu lohhs.. THIS FASHION rawkks lyke hell... n der clothes r lyke quite affordable. keke.. den ii saw tis SUPER-DUPER CHIO SKIRT... but veri short.. n den not enuf money.. *sobbs... nvr buy. 7452.
ps.. tis hols lyke no band prac... *GAN JUE GUAI GUAI DE* cannot c my tan tan... n tan tan cannot c eenie. sadd. =_(

tis tcher`s dae ii nvr go backk pri sku nehhs.. actuali nvr go backk fer lyke.. since ii steppedd out of it in p6... nvr contact al my pri sku mates... feel quite sadd lohhs... but nvm.. shld b got oder chances to contact de bahhs. ((;
den another ting ees der superstar results hor.. keke stil can lahhs... hope dey *GE YOU CHENG JIU* lohhs... den jiu okae liaoos. ((;

veri longg no use com lerhhs.. cuz my com LKK.. so muz treat it veri gently.. (x
*/peeps out der.. dun miss me kaes__]]

-e n aa.

2005-08-25T06:48:00.000-07:00

whee. todae was quite farnn... haha... but den get backk loa`dds of common test... gladd tat so far nvr fail lahhs... but maths horr... sure can predictt liaoos. fail lerhhs. but nvm bahhs... since my maths ees alwaes in a mess. (:

hadd so muchh farnn todae fellowshipin wib amel. emy. jo n xuan. sarah din cum... but nvm... dere r stil oder chances. (: hmmms... me n jo went kfc first.. cuz amel n emy hadd to tekk deir napfa test.. den since we r NICEE PPL... we took deir baggs alongg... iim sure we look reali retarded wif a backpack in front n a sling bagg bhindd... me n jo r alwaes farnee.. (x rmb tat tym... we went to c B.LIM.. den she was wearin a LOOONG N CRUMPLED SKIRT... n i was wearin TWO SHIRTS.. den BLIM stil praise us fer our nicee attire.. (: c... told ya we r NICE PPL...
den while waitin fer amel n emy... xuan came to join us.. keke.. den wait n wait.. den xuan horrs.. who commentedd tat eng mags r a bore actuali read teenage. TAT`S AMAZING lohhs.. ii hope tat sumting even more amazing wil happen to her.. tat SHE WIL START CUMIN TO CHURCH. ((: hees..

den emy n amel came.. afta not-veri-short while... n ii can tel eeu seriously... EMY N XUAN EAT IN A NOT-VERI-LADYLYKE-MANNER.. haha.. den afta tat.. dey stil haf ice fite lohhs. n me n amel hadd to siam n siam to avoid der flyin ice+saliva. gross. keke.. n emy wif her stoopid american slangg.. plus xuan n amel wif deir hearin probs... WE HADD SO MUCH FARN. ((: NICEE FELLOWSHIPPIN.

keke... hope tat sat wil faster cum den can go cell n c cell multiply. (: more n more ppl cumin to worship GOD... ((: tat wil b AMAZING. pray tat we wil al GROW IN GRACE.KEEP OUR FAITH N BRING REVIVAL. ((:

+ps. to al der 2o5 peeps. ((; dun worry bout ct kaes.. eoy den jiayous. ((:

+ps de ps. mr tan hor.. biasedd.. gib amel daily breadd.. no gibb his cute cute eenie. (x

...

2005-08-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

heya..!! so longg nvr blogg lerhhs... got so mani tinggys to sae...

firstly horrs... der superstar... haha.. der guys competition ii got no comments but der gerls one. HMPH. xinhui shld win lohhs. she singg until so nicee. SUPERSTAR EES BLIND. yuckks. but dun care alady larhhs... so sadd tat junyangg criedd lohhs.. but he got talent... so tynkk he wil move on even beta in der future bahhs.

secondly horrs... ees bout der cell ii hadd on saturdae...!! it was FANTASTIC. TOTALLY. His prescense was lingerin fer der whole tym... n der Holy Spirit ees so powerful... PRAISE THE LORD. pity tat amel din cum.. cuz we hadd great tym. it was sarah`s burfdae.. den me n emy went to buy her burfdae gift... den ii realisedd tat emy ees veri rich. God alwaes gifs her financial blessin ones. *jealous. she buy so many gifts fer sarah den she treat me to tekk cab lohhs. so LANG FEI QIAN. der op pencil box tat she gave sarah ees ii choose one lehhs. SO CHIO lohhs.. ii wantedd it fer myself.n we drankk CHOCOLATE MILK TEA FRM COOL STATION. II LURF IT. n when emy drankk it she was lyke oh guddness..!! so ii tynkk she lurfs it too. (:

thirdly ees bout todae.. went out wif emy n sarah. keke.. we went to JEC.. den tookk loa`dds of pictures wif emy`s digi cam.. I LURF EMY`S DIGI CAM. when snapped hor.. lyke veri blur.. but when it`s uploaded it`sclear.. weirdd but nicee cam. keke... den we went to THIS FASHION.. den we triedd on clothes..sarah sae ii look lyke cheerleader... ii tynkk tat soundds weirdd..haha... but ii lurf sarah. so ii wun blame her. ((; pity amel din cum. she`s too loyal to bandd. we took pictures.without lettin der shop auntie discover..keke... cuz it`s lyke a bit illegal lohhs.. try on clothes den down dere pose fer camera.. but veri farn. ((: I LURF EMY N SARAH. den we went to der ice-skatin ringg.. nn everi single person tat passed by us while skatin fall lohhs. so sway. MUZ B GOD`S PRESCENCE TOO STRONG.

n todae.. in class.. sumting unpleasant happen lahhs.. it`s lyke... our cliche ees quite fallin apart.... nn i dno how to sae lohhs... but ii din wan it.. but it`s lyke.. dere`s so mani tings to b saed lohhs. n dere wil b so mani quarrels n stuff lyke tat..... haix... God bless.

Recently.. lyke tis verse alot.

[[MARK 10:9]] Therefore what God has joined together,let man not separate.

____gnayres.sfrul.ane*

2005-08-10T20:40:00.000-07:00

-whee.
so longg nvr post lerhhs.. wanna tokk bout project superstar. wibb tat stoopidd jojo who postedd such a stoopidd comment sittin bside me.
ii watchedd project superstar ytd n i felt sumting new.. actuali bfer tat.. way backk frm der start.. when dere`s soOoOo many contestants... ii onli support derrick n junyangg one. n bsides.. jason ees my relatif. ii shldd support himm too. so last nyte.. was lyke kelvin,derrick n junyang..

bfertat ii was tynkkin... kelvin surely out derhhs. but afta der judges gave himm der comments.. ii saw one of his fans... who was oso disabledd.. jumpin wib joy. den i felt... kelvin shld go in... cuz it`s lyke... tho he cant singg as well as junyangg.. he possess suchh courage... den it`s lyke.. even if he doesnt win. ii hope sum recordin company can lyke sign himm. he got potential. (:

as fer junyangg... nan hua bandd senior mahhs. he can singg lahhs. but ii tynkk he choose songgs not veri gudd lohhs. haha. heardd frm lotza ppl tat he participatedd in a lot of comp. derhhs. so he shld hab loa`dds of *wu tai mei li*. agree tat he`s *nai kan*.. mayb he can sing YILUXIANGBEI. wahehe. (X

den derrickk arhhs. kinda influencedd by yuhui. derrickk ees okae. he got special songg.. n sumting tat ii lyke bout him ees tat..... HE CAN CHOOSE HIS SONGGS VERI WELL. tat`s wadd ii tynkk oder contestants shld learnn frm himm. he`s got loa`dds of fans too.

den fer der gerls arhh... ii dun reali go goo goo ga ga over dem lahhs. it`s lyke.. most probably. kelly wil win bahhs. but ii kinda lyke ruth. she veri olinda-ish lohhs. hee.

n bout weiru..... prayy fer himm bahhs. ii dun blif wadd tat GERL sae.. hope to c himm soon...backk in sku. (: known himm fer lyke... quite longg lerhhs. he`s actuali quite nicee bahhs. jojo agrees upon tis too. ((: tis proves tat Christians r nicee ppl. so anibodee wan go church. PLS CONTACT US. . ((x so weiru. jiayous bahhs...!!
**wo tingg ni**

den so it`s lyke... common tests jiayous bahhs...!! n fer amel n sumbodee..... *tee hee* ii reali reali reali reali wishh amel BEST OF LUCKK. fer jojo n kiann... JIAYOUS BAHHS. fer carissa n timo... *SHANG..!!* . fer sarah n her ni gou la shi.. *GO FER IT* . n ferr himm.... (: *ILURFEEU*

cell group multiply...!! God ees veri veri veri beeg.((:

2005-07-14T06:55:00.000-07:00

[[ __ He wHo hAs EaRs. Let Him hEaR. __ ]]

-whees.. nidd to update two posts.. `wahehe.. ii was sickk...!! =_( den din haf tym to update.. juz slept slept n slept. haha... ytd - [13th julY] was lyke so farnn.. keke.. me n xuan hadd to do sum duty checkks.. n she made me climb der whole sku.. sneezin awae lohhs. badd gerl. den we waitedd fer amel n we went to ginza..!! `LOL.. we went to buy der oreo bubble tea which ees lyke damn nicee lohhs... den afta tat we wantedd to go watch der remainin bball matches..

but it was a damn longg walkk... den in order to avoid finishin der bubble tea.. we hadd to stop drinkin dem on der wae.. but amel din listen n she kept drinkin. den xuan was worse. she spat pearl out al der wae. yuckks. ii tynkk she readd too much of -Hansel n Gretel- den she dcided to leave der pearls as a trail in case she goes missin. Crazy gerl.

we were luffin n luffin our ass out.. it was damn farnee der wae xuan spat der pearls out. we walk halfwae den she *blob* den der pearl cum flyin out. *teehee* reali veri farnee. but we managedd to get to der stadium den it was lyke.. left ten minutes only...!! we went dere fer nuthin. -.- but der nicee tingy was.. me n amel prayedd fer each oder n xuan kip ka jiao-in us. amel was prayin so nicely fer me.. den xuan came over n stuff foodd inside her mouth. spastic act.

hmmms.. den we went home... it was rainin.. n ii did not haf an umbrella. saddistic. (x but worth it lohhs. so farnee... wif xuan`s merlion actt.

den todae.. hmmms... went to sku veri early.. cuz ii wantedd to slp on der table. but jacky dey al so noisy den cannot slp. -pissed- we hadd loa`dds of free periodd.. n ii studied bio. der ecology tingy. hees... den ate coffee biscuits tat jeslyn brought. ii din lyke coffee.. but juz felt lyke tryin.. n it tastedd... hmmms... okae. (x den we were singin jiang nan. damn nicee songg. n den slackk slackk slackk until end of sku.. went fer bio remedial n den fer bandd... playedd FOXFIRE. which ii stil cannot master.. bandd endedd early. ii hadd a tokk wib gen. which was veri nicee.

n we hadd a pact...haha.. secret to der two of us.. ((: iim gladd ii haf gen as a fren. she`s veri nicee. ((: al of NHSB peeps r nicee.. xcept fer sum. dey noe who dey r. wahehe.. iim usuali a nicee gerl. but dey dao me first one.. not my fault. (x

anoder tingg ees.. ii got backk wif him...!! n iim lyke so DAMN HAPPY. ii mean it. hees... *shou qian shou.. yi bu liang bu san bu si bu.. wangg zhe tian.. kan xing xing yi ke liang ke san ke si ke lian chengg xian.. * it`s nicee to noe he trusts me. our promise to last fer eternity ees carriedd by der stars. ((: #gnayres.sfrul.ane#

iim goin church tml..!! mayb to clear al der tings tat r floatin in my mindd... (: -miss me-

*God bless.
+. RaInE. +

2005-07-09T08:24:00.000-07:00

[[ ii sHaLL dweLL iN dEr hoUsE OF God. ]] __//.praise der lord*]

-whees.startedd der dae by wakin up so damn early in der mornin. a nicee saturdae n ii hadd to get out of bedd at six. bcuz of tat stoopid PM rehearsal. heyy.. wadds der beeg deal. but bandd was nicee. our performance was lyke.. so farnn. tho we hadd to move der instru quite a lot of tyms. but it`s al worth it. passion fer music nvr dies. !! den der stage ees lyke so xtremely hot. me n gen hadd to run to get a drinkk at der water cooler. which ees lyke. ermms. n stil got ppl sae wadd bandd not up to standardd.. band has der potential. bandd can do it. it`s juz a matter wheder we wan a not. (x `wahehe.

hhmmms.. den ii managedd to put his presentt bside his instru. it tookk me a nyte of tynkkin n so mani courage to do tat. iim a tynkker. n iim a saddist. ii kip tynkin on der badd side. so it reali took me a lot of emotional struggle. sounds weirdd. ii saw himm sittin alone.. den actuali wantedd to tokk to himm one. but wan go bandd rm put tings. den turn aroundd. he cum backk liaoos. missed der chance. but he actuali foundd out tat ii was der one who gave der present.. tat made me feel..... important..((:

but bandd made me tiredd too. who askk tat stoopidd weiru kipps snatchin my hairbandd. den he stil haven return lohhs. n kipp hittin my headd. he tynkks iim not stoopidd enuf. cleva tynkkin huhhs.aiyohhs. dun care himm lerhhs.

den afta bandd went to cell. which ees veri veri veri nicee...!! we sangg. n it`s lyke.. ii nvr listen to der songgs bfer but ii cld juz singg it. we plaedd games too. which ii did so horribly. but ii enjoyedd der whole ting.. n ii look ferwardd to der next one..!! but afta tat.. ii hadd to go home.. din attendd fellowship. so sadd.

wentt home wib amel. n we tokkedd a lot. realisedd tat we tynkk in der same waes... n it was nicee tokin to her.
but it was so darkk when ii reachedd home. keke. hmmms.. n ii spendd quite a lot of tym tynkkin bout stuff. iim confusedd. veri confusedd. n ii dno wadd to do. ii`L kipp prayin fer God to tel me der ryte wae to go.

muz thanx loa`dds of ppl. ii wan to thanx amel n emy. dey prayedd fer me. which ees so nicee. dey prayedd fer God to cum visit me.. n ii reali did feel His presence. PraIsE dEr lORd. den dey taught me alot of tinggs too. emy sharedd her bible wib me. ((: den ii wan to thanx sarah.jo fer makin me feel involved. n sarah.. kind of tokked to me too. so ii learnt alot. ^^ n cynthia. givin me advices. thankew. ((:

most importantly.. i wan to thanx God.
-[]- fer makin my passion fer him grow -[]-
-[]- fer givin me so mani nicee frens to help me learn more bout Him -[]-
-[]- fer makin me tynkk thru tinggs -[]-
-[]- fer makin tinggs go my wae n lettin me feel beta -[]-

yi lu xiang bei ees nicee.
+. RaInE. +

2005-07-08T06:23:00.000-07:00

first of all.. keke.. den muz thanx emy.amel.sarah too... dey make me feel God`s presence.. which ees veri nicee... hmmms.. goin fer cel tml.. lookin forwardd to it... alot.God can heal eeu everiwher eeu hurt. tat ees true. veri true.

next muz thanx meiying. ban ge jie mei-enna. jeanette n by.. cuz dey oso veri nicee.. not to ferget jiehengg didi.. thanx fer bein dere fer me kaes..((: ai si ni men.

todae was nicee..haha.. we din get backk maths test which ees lyke.. super duper hengg lohhs... `wahehe. den ACC tat stoopidd *shan shui hua* horrs.. but quite farn oso lahhs.. went out afta tat nehhs.. went to findd his` presentt..... findd so longg le.. juz buy bahhs.. not nicee he oso wun care derhhs.. haix... n iim lyke horribly broke.. ees it worth it... *shakkes. dno.

hmms.. todae foundd a caterpillar n Jane namedd it wilbur. dey hadd too much of lit.BUT.. jane lost it on der wae home.. poor wilbur. den Anita n me were lyke furiously blue-toothin to eachh oder.. so FARNEE. den der blue-tooth tingy damn sloww lohhs.. but ii got sum veri nicee songgs. `WAHEHE.den in order to wait fer tat blue-tooth tingy to finish.. wehadd to get off der train. which ees lyke -DUHHS. damn lame.. but it helps in buildin our junior-senior relationship.

kipp lookin at his` pressie.. dno how to feel liaoos.. so complicatedd.. does he mean der tings he saes........... ii tynkk mayb if sumdae ii leave.. he wun even notice it. lyke JAy`s songg.. [ni bi chong qian kuai le] de lyrics.. (zhi dao fen shou.. ni bu nan guo ni bi chong qian kuai le..) haix.. nvm.. tekk tis chance to promote Jay`s yi lu xiang bei. a veri veri nicee songg.. his new album cumin out in Oct lohhs... muz start savin money..keke.

tml stil got bandd de rehearsal.. tiredd. n wadd m ii goin to do wib der presentt.. ii dno. everibodi kipps tellin me to ferget it.. if ii can.. ii wld. but ii cant. iim a saddist. `whoots.
+. RaInE. +